Attempts to get by.

I’m sorry that I haven’t been around. It’s been forever since I’ve updated! The past week has been sheer hell. It has been storming here… It’s supposed to storm until at least Saturday. This weather is just killing me.

Yesterday I had counseling… My therapist told me that she isn’t equipped to deal with my case and she referred me to two others. Oh well. I’m pretty upset — I feel betrayed. I understand why she did that and everything, but… I don’t know. I did my research, she was a therapist for mostly women and she had experience with chronic illness and fibromyalgia. However, it seems that she has dealt with more acute cases of fibro and I have a rather severe case. It took so much strength for me to admit that I need help and to start going to her, and now I have to do that again…

13 days until I’m out of school for the summer and 40 days until my surgery.

I do not feel well at all. I feel like throwing up… I’m super dizzy and the room is so warm. I think I’m leaving class soon.