Aha

So I have been fighting with my blog, trying to figure out why I couldn’t install any plugins or themes… It turns out the way I installed it doesn’t allow it! I have to ask my dad to look at my server to help me set it up fully. Oh well, this will do for now!

Yesterday I practically killed myself at physical therapy. I was crying during the exercises. It hurt so very much… I’m flaring, so it was already painful just to exist… I’ve never cried at physical therapy before. I was really annoyed with myself. I hate crying in front of people, which really didn’t help. I was able to complete all of my exercises and I did double what I did during my last session on the step machine! Not bad for a week after surgery! Kolton has been going to physical therapy with me, which really means a lot to me. He cheers me on and lets me squeeze his hand when it gets painful… I felt bad because I snapped at him yesterday. I didn’t mean to… I apologized a whole bunch, and I know that he knew I didn’t mean to, but I still feel bad. I made it up to him by bandaging his poison ivy up really well and giving him a foot massage. I got one in return! It was soooo nice.

After physical therapy, Kolton and I ran some errands and then came back to my house. I was in a really bad mood. My dad made us omettes and toast for dinner! It was delicious. Kolton and I played a card game for a few hours and then watched the movie Push. It got really bad reviews, but I liked the movie.

Today I’m in a lot of pain. My pain levels are at a 7 out of 10, even on the strongest medication I have. I keep falling asleep because my body can’t handle the amount of pain. Right now I’m laying down on the couch with pillows under my knee. I’m really tempted to go back to sleep… I’m really tired of being in so much pain. It’s really hard to handle and it just gets so frustrating.