{"id":70,"date":"2009-07-07T01:07:34","date_gmt":"2009-07-07T06:07:34","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/blog.pandtastic.com\/?p=70"},"modified":"2009-07-12T23:15:25","modified_gmt":"2009-07-13T04:15:25","slug":"70","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/blog.pandtastic.com\/?p=70","title":{"rendered":"I can&#8217;t believe this is it&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p style=\"text-align: justify\">Six hours until surgery. I&#8217;m terrified. Petrified. I was okay until about two hours ago. Kolton was there for the first hour and then he had to leave. I&#8217;ve been sitting in my bed just sobbing and crying my eyes out. I&#8217;m so scared. I really just need a hug, but I can&#8217;t get one. Kolton just sat there holding my hand and listening. I&#8217;ve been listening to extremely loud music just to drown out all of my thoughts.<\/p>\n<p>I have to be at the surgery center at 6 AM. Surgery is at 7 AM. I&#8217;m so terrified&#8230; I can&#8217;t stop shaking or crying.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Six hours until surgery. I&#8217;m terrified. Petrified. I was okay until about two hours ago. Kolton was there for the first hour and then he had to leave. I&#8217;ve been sitting in my bed just sobbing and crying my eyes out. I&#8217;m so scared. I really just need a hug, but I can&#8217;t get one. [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[10,9],"tags":[5,8],"class_list":["post-70","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-health","category-personal","tag-kolton","tag-surgery"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.pandtastic.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/70","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.pandtastic.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.pandtastic.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.pandtastic.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.pandtastic.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=70"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/blog.pandtastic.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/70\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":78,"href":"https:\/\/blog.pandtastic.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/70\/revisions\/78"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.pandtastic.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=70"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.pandtastic.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=70"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.pandtastic.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=70"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}